.................... ?

T-shirt .

2010-12-27T23:56:00.003+08:00

find arms that will hold you at your weakest,

eyes that will see you at your ugliest,

heart that will love you at your worst .

the best moment is to waking up on the arm the one you loved, watch the sunrise on their face, and laying with nothing but their T-shirt.

knowing that the best thing belong to you.

2010-09-28T02:25:00.002+08:00

我只想有一个人对我好。好难吗？

2010-09-13T00:14:00.003+08:00

我已近不想再爱人，

不要在暗恋一个人，不想应为要得到一个人，付出所有，

等待是很痛。。

只个心太伤了，

我不想在受伤了，

我的心真的受伤了。好痛苦。。很难受。。

ANITA　ＭＵＩ梅艷芳

2010-09-02T18:15:00.002+08:00

MY IDOL .

Absolute LEGEND.

Gonna search for her book.

drowning.

2010-08-30T23:23:00.002+08:00

evom no .

2010-08-26T20:57:00.001+08:00

What do you do when you're stuck,

Because the one that you love,

Has pushed you away,

And you can't deal with the pain,

And now you're trying to fix me,

Mend what he did,

I'll find the piece that i'm missing,

But I still miss him,

I miss him, i'm missing him,

Oh I miss him, I miss him i'm missng him

And you're sitting in the front row,

Wana be first in line,

Sitting by my window,

Giving me all your time,

You could be my hero,

If only I could let go,

But his love has still hit me,

Like a broken arrow.

He's the thorn in my flesh

That I can't take out

He's stealing my breath

When you're around,

And now you're trying to convince me,

He wasn't worth it,

But you can't complete me,

It's the thought that he's missing,

I miss him, I'm missing him,

Oh I miss him I miss him, i'm missing him,

And you're standing in the front row,

Wana be first in line,

Sitting by my window,

Giving me all your time,

You could be my hero,

If only I could let go,

But his love has still hit me,

Live a broken arrow,

Like a broken arrow.

What do you do

When your hearts in two places?

You feel great but you're torn inside.

You feel love but you just can't embrace it,

When you found the right one at the wrong time.

And you're

Standing in the front row,

Wanna be first in line,

Sitting by my window,

Giving me all your time,

You could be my hero,

If only I could let go,

But his love still hit me,

Like a broken arrow.

Like a broken arrow...

2010-08-26T00:24:00.003+08:00

although i know it's worthless.

but somehow i just want to express...

I can't forget you . I miss you very very much.

2010-08-21T00:27:00.001+08:00

又來到這個港口 (I've arrived at the same port again)
沒有原因的拘留 (a prisoner without reason)
我的心乘著斑駁的輕舟 (my heart is riding a mottled boat)
尋找失落的沙洲 (searching for a lost shore)

隨時間的海浪漂流 (being carried along by the tides of time)
我用力張開雙手 (with my strength i stretch out my hands)
擁抱那麼多起起落 (embracing all the ups and downs)
想念的還是你望著我的眼波 (but i still miss you gazing into my eyes)

C/o:我不是一定要你回來 (i do not insist that you must come back)
只是當又一個人看海 (but once again when i'm watching the ocean alone)
回頭才發現你不在 (i turn around only to realize you're not there)
留下我迂迴的徘徊 (leaving me lingering aimlessly)

我不是一定要你回來 (i do not insist that you must come back)
只是當又把回憶翻開 (but again when i consider our memories)
除了你之外的空白 (besides the blank space you left behind)
還有誰能來教我愛 (who else can teach me how to love)

又回到這個盡頭 (i've returned again to this end)
我也想再往前走 (i also wish to move on with my life)
只是愈看見海闊天空 (but the more i look at the endless ocean and sky)
愈遺憾沒有你分享我的感動 (the more i regret you're not here to share with me my emotions)

Repeat C/o

我不是一定要你回來 (i do not insist that you must come back)
只是當又一個人看海 (but once again when i'm watching the ocean alone)
疲憊的身影不是我 (the exhausted shadow is not me)
不是你想看見的我 (not the me you wish to see)

我不是一定要你回來 (i do not insist that you must come back)
只是當獨自走入人海 (but when i'm alone among the sea of people)
除了你之外的依賴 (besides depending on you)
還有誰能叫我勇敢 (who else could ask me to be brave)

除了你之外的空白 (besides the blank space you left behind)
還有誰能來教我愛 (who else can teach me how to love)

2010-08-19T18:46:00.000+08:00

jika seseorg hadir dlm hidup kamu

dan menjadi sebahagian daripada kamu,

tetapi atas sebab tertentu dia terpaksa pergi,

jangan terlalu sedih terimalah kenyataan itu

dan sekurang-kurangnya dia pernah membahagiakan kamu...

biar masa yg menentukan bila kamu dapat melupakan dia...

anggaplah ianya seperti angin yg berlalu yg xkan kembali lagi...

andai masih punya jodoh..dia tetap akan kmbli juga kpda kamu..

Dear XXXX

2010-08-18T01:36:00.003+08:00

天涼了　雨下了　妳走了

Tian liang le, yu xia le, ni zou le

The sky has turned cold, the rain has fallen, and you have gone

清楚了　我愛的　遺失了

Qing chu le, wo ai de, yi shi le

It’s clear now, the one I love has been lost

落葉飄在湖面上睡著了

Luo ye piao zai hu mian shang shui zhao le

The fallen leaves have floated onto the surface of the lake and fallen asleep

想要放　放不掉　淚在飄

Xiang yao fang, fang bu diao, lei zai piao

Wanting to let go, but can’t let go, tears are flowing

妳看看　妳看　看不到

Ni kan kan, ni kan, kan bu dao

Take a look, look, but you can’t see

我假裝過去不重要　卻發現自己辦不到

Wo jia zhuang guo qu bu zhong yao, que fa xian zi ji ban bu dao

I pretend that the past isn’t important, but realized I can’t do it

說了再見　才發現再也見不到

Shuo le zai jian cai fa xian zai ye jian bu dao

After saying goodbye, I realize I can never see you again

我不能就這樣失去妳的微笑

Wo bu neng jiu zhe yang shi qu ni de wei xiao

I cannot just lose your smile like this

口紅待在桌角　而妳我找不到

Kou hong dai zai zhuo jiao er ni wo zhao bu dao

The lipstick is left on the corner of the table, but both you and I cannot find it

若角色對調妳說好不好

Ruo jiao se dui diao ni shuo hao bu hao

What do you feel about swapping roles?

說了再見　才發現再也見不到

Shuo le zai jian cai fa xian zai ye jian bu dao

After saying goodbye, I realize I can never see you again

能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉

Neng bu neng jiu zhe yang ren zhe tong lei bu diao

Can I just hold in my tears like this and not let them fall

說好陪我到老　永恆往那裡找

Shuo hao pei wo dao lao, yong heng wang na li zhao

You promised to be with me till we’re old, finding eternity there

再次擁抱一分一秒都好

Zai ci yong bao yi fen yi miao dou hao

Let's hug each other again, even its a minute or a second could do

妳的笑　妳的好　腦海裡　一直在繞

Ni de xiao ni de hao nao hai li yi zhi zai rao

Your smile, your goodness, revolves endlessly in my mind

我的手　忘不了　妳手的溫度

Wo de shou wang bu liao ni shou de wen du

My hand cannot forget the warmth of your hand

心碎了一地　撿不回從前的心跳　身陷過去我無力逃跑

Xin sui le yi di jian bu hui cong qian de xin tiao, shen xian guo qu wo wu li tao pao

My heart has shattered all over, can’t find back the heartbeat from the past, stuck in the past I am powerless to escape

說再見　才發現再也見不到

Shuo zai jian cai fa xian zai ye jian bu dao

Said goodbye, then I realize I can never see you again

能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉

Neng bu neng jiu zhe yang ren zhe tong lei bu diao

Can I just hold in my tears like this and not let them fall

說好陪我到老　永恆往那裡找

Shuo hao pei wo dao lao, yong heng wang na li zhao

You promised to be with me till we’re old, finding eternity there

再次擁抱一分一秒都好

Zai ci yong bao yi fen yi miao dou hao

Let's hug each other again, even its a minute or a second could do

i wrote this for you.

2010-08-16T00:02:00.007+08:00

i have alot alot to say to someone.

thanks for coming into my life.

I really thank God for sending you to me.

You are the most beautiful thing to my life.

I truly treasure this 8months having you as a very good friend/good brother/good colleague/good companion/good mate.

I could handle much things. But aftersince you come into my routine, I won't sure about it anymore.

because without you, I wouldn't be me and the days ahead would be so dull again..

There is no where else i rather be when i with you because

being next to you, made me feel safe and sound. most importantly, Happy.

Even if you did nothing..

how i wish to turn back time. so that i could goes back to those moment and repeat it again.

you never know how important you are, to me..

Run - Sam Tsui. New talented Guy!

2010-08-05T02:01:00.002+08:00

ADDDDDDICTED. can't stop listening to this fella's. way better than leona lewis and snow patrol!.

i want to download this so badly. but couldn't find =(

MOVIESS!

2010-07-30T01:02:00.004+08:00

I WANT TO WATCH EM ALL!!

MOVIES . YUMMM .

2010-07-19T00:30:00.002+08:00

2010-07-09T22:35:00.003+08:00

“ When you’ll never, ever forget the way he makes you feel, and how easily he can bring tears to your eyes … that’s love.

-taken frm
http://thecircleofmylife.tumblr.com

iwtsysb.

2010-07-07T00:28:00.002+08:00

STEPHEN LEE.

2010-07-03T01:27:00.002+08:00

Not sure if you'll get to read this post today but however, i choose to wish you here instead of spamming your facebook's wall which i think that would be very Random. =)

Happy Birthday!, Stephen Lee ~~Step Hen~~. (:

I wish you have a great and awesome birthday! May god bless you lovely with tons of happiness and laughter!

Not forgotten,

Thanks for the unconditional cares and motivations all these while. you have been such an amazing friend! (:

RUN. leona lewis.

2010-06-30T00:48:00.001+08:00

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you ~~dear~~

who makes you smile?

2010-06-25T05:22:00.001+08:00

The only reason I smiled yesterday was because you hugged me.

And the day before, and the day before that. You're the only thing that keeps me going. I love you. I just wish I could tell you.

But as long as you're my friend, and more importantly, happy, I'll be fine.

-taken from http://www.sixbillionsecrets.com/view/Secrets/87446 .

2010-06-15T01:15:00.001+08:00

i miss everything. < /3

03 JUNE.

2010-06-03T00:38:00.003+08:00

Turning 21st today =)

tomorrow have to work fullshift, so i don't know I'm happy or vice versa .

My birthday wish is ....................................., .........................................., ....................................., and

...

"Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, so i could really use a wish right now."

thanks for all the wishes, presents, everything~

Just For You, Wong Kah Mun ♥

2010-06-01T01:23:00.008+08:00

*IMPORTANT*

before reading, please load this video to play the song =)

Its never easy to say Goodbye.

She's Wong Kah Mun. I'd known her for almost my entire life.

Has been..... 5 years, then 10 year.. 12 years... 13 years.. 14 years..

...and 15th years!! Woah!

I'm very enlighten with this!

As year goes by, never realize.. it has been 15 years we have known each other.

and I thanked God seriously for this amazing 15 years friendship with her.

and of course for this friendship staying so firmly. and I am sure that our friendship gonna last till eternity =)

*I'm not gonna post anymore photos here since you already have what i having, right? Duuh.*

Dear Wong Kah Mun,

First of all, please accept my deepest sincere apology for not able to send you off on 2nd June 2010. So, i would like to make you cry in this post! since you feel NIL for your coming new environment!

This CHINGU@HAO PENG YU of mine is gonna leave Malaysia soon and heading to SYDNEY, AUSTRALIA! WOAH! Finally, she has this chance to move out from Malaysia and study abroad now. It was her dream since a very long time ago.. And not only her being very HAPPY over it.

We, 6 of her best fren in her life felt the same way too! how envy that she able to get her dreams come true moment!

Ah wong, I know we are not going to meet up for at least 2 years after Your leaving now.

Remember the night 14th May 2010, the night where we specially created Just For You, our last night being together so completely and having our family portrait. I really hope you really enjoy your max that night, as all of these years, I never give you any best or wow moment.

Its really my biggest regret of not able to send you off on this coming 2nd June.

But I promise you, 3 years later, I will meet you at the airport lobby where you will departure with a big bunch of flowers and alot alot of chocolates! Remember this promise, okay ?

Sorry we are not able to celebrate your 21st birthday this time, but we will celebrate for your 24th alright?

Make sure u prepare yourself well.

Cos i know you too well. Guess you haven't finish packing. *Duuuhh*

and when you reach there, sure very clumsy one...Hahahaha :p

Make sure you be independent there and take care yourself well.

and... when you reach there, be extra careful and alert. (you know what i mean. as in what Kit said is quite true... be careful)

after settling everything, quick quick settle your internet and phone everything .

above all this, I just want to let you know we will absolute miss you dearly.

Gonna miss miss miss miss miss x 1000000000000000000000

Our hanging outs, karaoke session, pasar malam madness, dinners,

movies, our driving car moment, shoppings, break times, steamboating mania, 2plus1 session,staying overnightness, clubbings, our chit chat session, gah..and most of it..

Unlimited laughter when 7 of us being together!

come back quick so we can enjoy all of this .

I really really hope by the time you're back, 7 of us will meet up completely again

and takes another family portrait =)

Lastly, wish you can get a korean boyfriend SOON !

don't watch so much korean drama at there! you will face very hard life ahead, as in studies la,so control yourself okie! don't be so lazy there! always sleep sleep sleep and drama.

and and and not forgotten.... when you are back, we hope you can be fairer and no longer a WONG MINAH! hahahah! and and ...

If can lah, hopefully you will bring back your Korean/Ang Moh lou gung with you on your return!!

omg, I start crying already! wish you all feel the same! hehehehe!

-during highschool-

2005

-after highschool-

2007

~Latest~

~2010~

love you girls the best, ABFFSCW .♥

..............♥.

2010-05-31T13:32:00.001+08:00

LOVE it. such a memorable moment =)

H A P P Y =)

♥.

Lately.

2010-05-28T20:05:00.003+08:00

in dilemma lately.

nothing seems gonna soothes my dilemma now.

i just hope myself can choose the answer ASAP.

I've never been so sure of anything. It's like, I've finally come to understand the difference between dread and fear, and those nervous butterflies that everyone keeps talking about. You want to know how I know? Because when I'm with you, I feel those butterflies fluttering around inside of me. But they don't make me want to run the other direction, like the fear has done before. If anything, they make me want to press myself as close as I can to you- skin to skin, heartbeat to heartbeat, because when I do that, the butterflies quiet their wings for a bit and they let me feel you. Feel all of you. And it's in those moments that I realize that the fear I feel is only surface level. It's the kind of fear you feel right before you turn on a bright light after hours of being in the dark- just a few seconds before you open your eyes to see something so beautiful, something you couldn't see before. For the first time in my life, I don't want to run away. I want to be with you, I want all of you.

But you don't want me, and as you go from girlfriend to girlfriend, hurting when they hurt you, you're overlooking something so important. You know that I love you, ................................

........................................
...........................................................
Even though it's breaking my heart, I will keep waiting for you to realize what is right here.

-amelia

-taken from le love blog.

2010-05-27T01:29:00.003+08:00

i miss 7th Coy. i miss 4th Unit. I miss my school mates. classmates. teachers only pn chan, mrs kong, ms. puspha. i miss school canteen food. i miss the field. i miss the old chairs and table. i miss wearing guide uniform. i miss every single moment in guiding. i miss hoisting flag with honored. i miss the flag pole. i miss my f5 contengfied table. i miss assembly. i miss singing the shyt school song . i miss being spotcheck. i miss My highschool life like mad.

2010-05-25T18:52:00.000+08:00

2010-05-12T23:53:00.003+08:00

21st birthday coming..

How to celebrate? will i have the chance to celebrate this year?

2010-05-03T01:06:00.003+08:00

受伤了.

........................................ .

2010-04-27T01:14:00.003+08:00

我觉得现在很好。

我没有信心一切会变的更好。

也不想要希望。

what'sonyourmind?

hei sen ar!!

2010-04-24T00:08:00.002+08:00

wake up BSY.

stop dreaming and anticipate. and delusional. and watsoever.

so...wake up and focus !!

please stop.

2010-04-18T23:30:00.001+08:00

-le love

2010-04-10T00:43:00.004+08:00

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.

2010-04-02T02:00:00.006+08:00

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor

Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now

Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door

Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now

Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

Ooo, baby, I need you now

2010-03-31T01:19:00.001+08:00

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Somtimes I wonder what I would answer if my friends asked me if I was in love with him. Now, they would never question because I'm really good at hiding my feelings due to years of practise. But IF.

"I don't know" I might say. "I'll admit that there is a certain tension between him and me that I don't feel I have with anyone else." Then, after a moment of thought, I might continue: "But, what I do know is that sometimes I want to stroke his back so bad I can't barely stand it, and sometimes I make things on purpose just so I can be near him. What I also do know, is that I'm scared. So awfully scared."

The ting is that I don't want to feel anything. At all. But sometimes the feelings attack me so hard I can't ignore them anymore. They push and push and push, until they finally come through, and then, usually, I run. I can't bear to deal with them, and I certainly can't deal with the feelings that comes after. When you've been hurt. And you always get hurt.

I never let anyone in. It takes years of good behaviour to make me trust a person fully. Much because I've been let down. Hard. I've poured my heart out to people who only stomped it and threw it away. Such things hurt. And leave marks. So, in many many years I've never let myself feel anything for anyone, I've run when I couldn't ignore the feelings anymore. I've run so awfully much, in such an awful long time, and I'm so awfully tired.

So, this time, I shave sworn to myself to stay put, to not run from them. The feelings that make me want him to hold me. The feelings that, when he looks at me in a certain way, are so overwhelming that it takes all of my self-restraint to not move over and kiss him full on the mouth. The feelings that makes me pee myself out of fear.

I really don't know what to do. People tell me loving someone is the greatest thing in life, but I know how you feel when you get hurt, and I know running is easy and it spares your feelings, and... And I'm babbeling. I always do when I'm scared. And I'm so awfully scared right now.

How the fuck can you be scared of love? I truly must be an idiot.

-le love

GENTINGTING!!

2010-03-24T23:46:00.002+08:00

went to genting for holiday with my besties. at last we manage to go genting after all those fail planning. for urm i guess 2years plus! haha.. although the gang wasn't complete, but im sure we have fun on behalf for those who cant join us. overall its an awesome and fun trip with them again! i enjoy so much!

can you see those fog???

just 11 am..

pirates train!! but we never played cause the line is freaking long

nice view

lining up for the cyclone coaster..

first time amar ride's. virginity gone. haha

chocolate land...

lining up for the sucking slow ferris wheels.. lolx

we are fat enough and it's so packed for 4 people in there

the view from on top...

the daring Me...went up alone..

haha

and.. wheee~~~~~~~~~~

dinasourrrr land

i think ah wong sesat..

so foggy until cant see the hotel..

its already 2pm..

nice picture..

this game is killing...

it's so freaking hard to shoot and the trigger is hard..

anyway this game is very expensive...

4 bullet for RM6..

DARNNN!!!

After shooting we take a break since we tired and went for lunch..

after our lunch we went to check in but it takes freaking long to check in.

current number 200++ and our number was 555..

the person in charge told us 5pm only come back and check in and the clock showing 3pm..

all of us tired and really need a bed t0 sleep and rest our leg.

so we had no choice so we went to starbucks have our hot drinks..

.......................

lick the cup...

anyway we waited there for 3 hours to check in which means 6pm sharp we managed to check in..SIGH..Darn freaking lot people during holiday. Advised for today : do not go Genting during school holidays..

just 8pm. and me and wong fall asleep.

nice one!!

busy packing ...

and kityee's from gastric and bit fever..

really sick..

she ate panadol and also some gastric medicine.

finally, she needs to go back due to her sickness. next time i will built a hospital at genting lor. haha

Then next day after genting, went to sunway pyramid for shopping!

went BBQ Plaza for lunch! arhhh. heavenlicious!!!!!!

Ms.Chin always shot people's ugly moment. haha!

Then we went ice skating also. HAHAHA. suckksssssss but nice experience! hahahaha! then we head to Dragon-I for second round for dessert!~ arhhh, the dessert there! the SIU LONG BAO~~~~~~ nom nom nom...

the up view from dragon I...nice vieww.

spent too much. overspent. HAHAHAHA. looking forward for anohter trip with them ! LOVES. really love this time trip~~ really enjoy myself =)

overall everything above is copy from Ms.Chin blog! hahahahahah! so easy curi ppl post!!! hahah!!!

how fragile is feelings?

2010-03-23T05:29:00.002+08:00

It's hard to keep something in yourself that you can never express it out.
and act there's nothing..

Quake leaves Haitian women as prey for rapists??!!!!!!

2010-03-18T00:10:00.003+08:00

WTF wrong with men in this world? seriously, Matchat lor.

just read a news about Haiti!

Quake leaves Haitian women as prey for rapists

From:AP
March 18, 2010 12:00AM

PORT-AU-PRINCE: When the young woman needed to use the toilet, she went out into the darkened tent camp and was attacked by three men.

"They grabbed me, put their hands over my mouth and then the three of them took turns," the 21-year-old said while nursing her daughter, born three days before Haiti's devastating quake.

"I am so ashamed. We're scared people will find out and shun us," said the woman, who suffers from abdominal pain and itching, probably from an infection contracted in the attack.

Women and children as young as two, already traumatised by the loss of homes and loved ones in the January 12 catastrophe, are falling victim to rapists in the sprawling tent cities housing hundreds of thousands of people.

Sexual assaults are daily occurrences in the biggest camps, aid workers say, and most attacks go unreported because of the shame, social stigma and fear of reprisals from attackers.

for full news pls click : http://www.theaustralian.com.au/news/world/quake-leaves-haitian-women-as-prey-for-rapists/story-e6frg6so-1225842036592

Seriously, all people are facing same disaster!! already very devastating! why still make people's life BAD!!?? WHY RUIN PEOPLE LIFE!!!!????

feels like cutting their balls off!!! IF there's a shooting star, i'd make a wish of

make all men dissapear in this world! or make them dickless!

WOMEN is still a HUMAN with LIFES. OH MY GOD! really shocked of this!!

This kind of HAM SAP LOU should really die during earthquake!! FYL.

2010-03-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

nice picture.

found a blog Lelove. which is awesome blog.

lovelovelove

dilemmaness.

2010-03-15T02:50:00.002+08:00

dilemma. what phone should i get for myself..?

Choices are :

W705 SE

or pay more for

E71 Nokia

or crazy enough for a : ?

what's your comment?what do you suggest? i myself much prefer a BB instead actly. since i'm paying already. but not yet go to the center and ask more details for this DIGI PLAN.

dilemma #2 :

my undang test is gonna expired soon. 5th next month. great?

i lost the receipt of paying for the undang lecture.

after 5th, den great, havto sit for half day to re-listen again. FML.

and pay again. doubleFML.

it's 15th already. two more days to kl and GENTING! with lovas.

can't wait for it edi. =))))))))

First time.

2010-03-08T01:41:00.002+08:00

Today is my first time i went to a police station

and make a police report.

Thanks friends who'd ask and sparing concerns.

really appreciate every semangat sentences which all of them gave..

and those who have offer a helping hand. Really touching.

I don't worry for the lost of properties.

Just worry over security .

Deep inside me, i really felt insecure.. but for my family, i couldn't show it out.

im still cursing the damn fucker thief.

really curse you die nowwwwwwwww.

why people such evil to take other people properties!

I just make a donation yesterday to some orphan community

then today phone and wallet got stolen !!!!!!

God, are you making a big joke on me !!!!!!!

did some good thing then tomorrow's properties get stolen! ARGHHHH.

my messages inside....... haih.

and again lost those bear bear messages..and sweet messages...

am very miserable...............WTF!!!

FYL FYL FYL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WISH YOU DIE NOWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!

CURSE ALL THIEFFFFFFF IN THIS WORLDDDDDDD!!!!!!

Supperr.

2010-02-25T03:00:00.003+08:00

at this very moment. 3.00am

..im looking at my mom sleeping soundly on the chair.

30minutes ago, she ajak me to for a supper. so i sorta agree. but nothing can halang her . haha

den she went to kitchen and start being constructive to cook supper.

she made 'ning gou' fried kuih tahun baru cina. so she was waiting this fried kuih to cool down.

(my god, at this hour need me to eat this thing. FAT man. i thought she went made maggie mee. LOL)

after waiting more than 5minutes, she fell asleep on the chair. HAHA

Im laughing my ass out to see she fell asleep . in front of her cooled down Kuih! hahaha

Have to entertain her and grab one pcs to eat .

Taste great, will miss this taste someday . ILY MOM

String Puppets.

2010-02-23T00:13:00.000+08:00

2010-02-23T00:12:00.002+08:00

this blog is gonna close , very soon.

random.

2010-02-06T02:53:00.001+08:00

whatever u give a woman, she will make it greater. Give her sperm, she will give u a baby. Give her a house, she will give u a home. Give her groceries, she will give u a meal. Give her a smile n she will give u her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what she is given. So if u give her crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit...

rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr .

2010-02-05T01:46:00.004+08:00

wargh wargh . warrrrgh!!!!

feels like screaming out loudddd!

FML . FYL .

!@#$%^&*.

SO MANY FUCKING JOBS. hate it. hate it.................

some people life is really lucky , sooo envyyyyyyy.. ISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i really really no mood nowwww.... benganggg! rawrrrrrrrrrr.

waiting for Bonus patiently.

no one would listen .

2010-02-02T01:18:00.003+08:00

sometimes i really proud of myself and amazed that i can actually patient and accept those imperfections.

really tired of being patient and being positive,

whatcha all want from me?

do i deserve a minute to gasp for air?

I am stupid.

2010-01-21T00:34:00.005+08:00

I'm not a happy kid.

2010-01-19T01:15:00.002+08:00

Mum, I Love You!

Thank God for letting her pass an obstacle once again.

stay the same?

2010-01-15T22:06:00.003+08:00

I know things won't be the same anymore.
I'll grow

IMMA BUSY BEE.

2010-01-15T21:39:00.004+08:00

when is all these workloads gonna end?

after one is done, then another come again.

lama lama jadi bukit...

ZZzz, actually i expected my workloads gonna double up after i got the pose..

And the thinking has become true now..

Its so hideous. hideous. Sigh x 100.

Tomorrow still have jobs to do... :(

think also not happy edi...

Facts I Think

2010-01-03T21:10:00.007+08:00

many people can tell words beautifully.

but How many of it are real and sincere?

swearing, pledging, oath , praises, compliments and etc.

Able to touched ur heart, melt ur soul, makes u smile, makes u happy, makes u think its funny.

but most of it, was it just a beautiful lie ?

goodbye fucking 2009

2009-12-31T00:14:00.004+08:00

one more day to go before stepping to new year 2010.

time really flies without realize, one year has passed.

I'll be passing new year with my colleagues this time cos everyone have to work on eve.

I don't expect 2010 will be a better year for me, cos i assume more challenges and waves will be coming and for me to face.

I deffo won't miss 2009 cos it's a very bad bad year for me.

I don't expect for changes cos the least I expect, the less I'll be emo .

My resolution is very simple, I just wish to find more money and wish I can control myself to save hard.

I longing for a massage chair for my mother.

and most important I want my friends & family specially my mom to stay healthy and in good condition all the way.

Next year I'll have a new uniform as I got promoted recently.

Anyway, on the 4th Jan will be my 3rd loyalty anniversary with Sushi king Ipoh Parade.

3 years ago I'm nobody with never have any expectation or any clue on what I'll become 3 years later..

3 years of effort, I'm pretty glad at least I make myself a somebody now.

Lastly, wish everyone a Happy New Year!! Have a great 2010!!

2009-12-25T00:57:00.003+08:00

Just back from watching Chipmunk II with Kit,Wong,Pheik&Bob , its a nice movie !

Yesterday went to Jusco for Jcard Day shopping.

So happy to see those discount boards with 50,70,80%

Bought a bag, love it deeply. x)

Bought some Crocodile polo shirt for my dad, he kept on nag about it. Really clueless on what men's thinking!

ARHHHGH. shopping till boh lui edi...damn miskin now. Really hope and wish the sky can drop some RM100 notes down now.

Really hate the feeling of penniless. I don't want this feeling ANYMORE i swear to myself !

next year top new year resolution is still remain unchanged like this year : MONEY.

Door of happiness.

2009-12-16T01:26:00.002+08:00

I tink I shall made my heart a piece of metal.

I'm tough bitch in much things but I realize my feelings and heart is fragile.

I tried to open my doors, tried to break the walls surrounded.

Failed miserably. Anyhow relationship is still the last item in my list.

2009-12-02T23:56:00.005+08:00

Friendship can forever ? II

2009-11-04T19:33:00.008+08:00

Something seems changed.

A friendship seems lost the good bonds and and lost the talks that they used to have.

A friendship seems have more argument than more chatting session.

Some friend which u wish to meet become someone you prefer not to meet.

Some best friends suddenly feel so stranger and awkward facing each other.

Can this friendship heal?

Can this friendship goes back to what they used to be?

It was all because of me.

It was all my fault.

I'm an Angel :)

2009-11-01T01:04:00.001+08:00

My precious ; babe angel

much loves .

so cute.so cute.so cute.

2009-10-26T21:20:00.001+08:00

2009-10-16T22:41:00.000+08:00

sicked. from yday i feel like puking.

till now.

dont feel like going work tmr. seriouslyy.

my sixth sushi bonanza.

2009-10-12T04:26:00.006+08:00

Sushi Bonanza is tomorrow.

Its my sixth time for sushi bonanza..after 2 years half.

woah. 1/2 year passed again. Time flies without realize.

When i look back, as if it just passed in a blink.

was busy preparation for this big day of us, sushi king.

AS IF PREPARE FOR OWN WEDDING. -___-

anyway, excited and passion over tomorrow's Big day and its till 15th.

need caffeines desperately.

Hopefully everyone work happily.

last night couldn't sleep well to worried over inadequate workers.

After bonanza will busy with advancement test preparation. STUDY and exercise. *argh*

noteverythingcanbepossibleifiwantedto.how sad

talk to me.talk to you

2009-10-10T03:26:00.001+08:00

my happiest day of the month is tonight.

Friendship can forever ?

2009-10-05T02:32:00.008+08:00

For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see

For all the joy you brought to my life

For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true

For all the love I found in you

Ill be forever thankful babe

Youre the one who held me up

Never let me fall

Youre the one who saw me through through it all

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldnt reach

You gave me faith coz you believed

Im everything I am

Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand I could touch the sky

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall

I had your love I had it all

Im grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I dont know that much

But I know this much is true

I was blessed because I was loved by you

Im everything I am

Because you loved me

Things had change.

2009-10-02T02:13:00.003+08:00

2009-09-26T00:02:00.004+08:00

bites .

My wish.

2009-09-21T00:58:00.006+08:00

i have a dream since i was a small kid;

I want to work in Studio Ghibli in Japan one day.

Since this is not gonna happen i shall change it to :

I want to travel to Japan and visit Studio Ghibli one day.

Current Dissatisfaction:

People:

When I cant find a person to help me when i need help the most,

I will feel like taking a machine gun and just shoot everyone who disobey.

Why is people so fucking immature even when their ages gonna reach 40 or 30?

Why working as if they are short of brain juice.

People nowdays really carrying the "Vegetarian Talk" habits.

Only know how to talk, speak, complain..but never do the talks!

Its really annoying to see such people,

..another one, don't simply justify people when you're just not that good enough.

Its very funny to see such people whom talks before they actually brain.

I fucking hates people who likes to take advantages on another people.

I don't mind sharing but simply just take people's property is no-no.

Oh my god.

ALL THE BEST!

2009-09-16T01:59:00.002+08:00

Your Daily Horoscope: September 14, 2009

Gemini May. 21 - Jun 20 (Wrong Sign?)

You may decide to take an unusual approach to career matters today, Gemini, and you will benefit if you do so. Although your primary focus is on money right now, this idea or innovation of yours is something that can be quite profitable if you apply yourself to it. In the meantime, you may find that someone has an unusual attraction to you, and if you are already in a relationship, there is something special about to happen that will make for quite happy times over the next few weeks. Try to keep a close watch on your dreams: they may be prophetic right now.

Fortune Cookie :

Your everlasting patience will be rewarded sooner or later.

I'd made up my mind..

I'm taking my CAP test!!! All the fucking best baby!!!!!

today's.

2009-09-13T00:02:00.005+08:00

: |

i gotta feeling.

that tonight's gonna be a good night.

that tonight's gonna be a good good night.

120909

2009-09-12T00:52:00.003+08:00

Long time never update my blog.

Now at this time, im free a lil and would like to jot something before i forgot again.

Many Plenty things happened yesterday, the day before and etc etc.

Just back from KL. had a great time despite the boringness.

Not goona talk about KL.

Just want to write sum rubbish to myself.

I like my organization.

Can consider as a good organization despite the pay.

You may ask why, but except than getting salary..i can't briefly explain why too.

I just like the way and the system..

Long time ago, i have a passion over something.

Can say it's a goal. I do wants the thing so badly. last time.

who doesn't wants to achieve their goals right. Sadly, even i wants it badly..

I do not have the chance/ luck that period..so I just have to watch the chance go away.

After awhile now, the chance now is back.. You can have a chance to grab it now..

Get it or not, it will be a question mark.

So i suppose to be very delight over it, and give it a try.

Cos i'd work damn hard to get the one thing. and waited patiently.

BUT,

I just clueless. I am not delighted over it and I chose not to take it.

I'm passionless now. and i felt tasteless over the thing now.

I do like my organization. I do waited it for so long last time. I do wants it badly last time.

BUT NOW WTF MAKES ME FEEL LIKE THIS??!

Am i really passionless over it anymore?

Am i really don't want it?

WTF IM THINKING.

Am i really wants the chance to fly away again this time!?

WHAT DO I REALLY WANT??

I'm so stupid! and useless. even this simple thing i need to think think and reject!

I don't feel like taking but in another side, I don't want to lose the chance again!

WTF WTF WTF,

Team Building is AWESOME.

2009-08-14T14:32:00.003+08:00

Just back yesterday from team building by my company. The trip was held at PD, casa rachado resort. Trainers and instuctor took alot of our pictures, gonna get from them soon. Will laugh off my ass off when i look back at those pictures.

This is our group, called Dangerous. HAHA. the name just came in mind so we just choose the name. yes. the logo is designed by me and colours was from discussion with teammates.

Our group leader is Zainal.. A very motivating and helpful leader. Never regret to choose him as our leader. Able to know new friends from sushi king also. and working together is very good.

Cos everybody has the same vision and mission. All were great great leaders and managers.
Some outdoor activities.
At first was kinda sad cos rafting plan was cancelled, but last minute.. it happened back, looking at the beach but u cannot experiences it, was awful. cos we came from far. but at last we able to touch water. so, it's great! we need to tie our own raft. On my group, i'm the only who knows swimming, that's kinda of frighten me. HAHA. During tying the raft, my finger was kinda injured. the skin peeled. I doesnt know at first they had the gloves. Tie raft is okay for me as i know how to tie the knots cos i was experiences from guiding before. During tying the knots, really reminds me of my guiding time so so much. After so long, doesn't know i can able to tie knots and gadgets again. Its just like going back to those old days, tying together and working together.

After rafting, we can go to swimming pool to have a swim. It's audrey 21'st bday too, hope this can be a memorable 21st to her. Many people was trying hard to carried her to campak her into the pool. Cos she's the bday girl! haha. Suddenly i feel i was in the air. Carried by 2 or 3 manager and they campak me into Pool. KESIAN. So at last, they able to campak audrey and me into pool! and my kena campak story has spread back to ipoh by donno who(spy)

my senior cook grinning, asking me do i enjoy cos kena campak. i was like SWT! how u know! SO FAST. kesian kesian.

My muscles' aching.

Most importantly, i really enjoyed. and i felt this is very motivating.

Although was away from outlet, but heart is worried over outlet status .

Knowing new friends and listen to their sharings just make me realise,

I'm not that good as I thought. They just way better than me .

But that's not gonna bring me down as this is just motivate myself to be a better leader and achieve my goals.

Hope to go again for this kind of activities .

love it.

2009-08-10T01:21:00.005+08:00

quite busy for this month.

lots to do. and schedule is damn pack with all the activities and etc.

don't even have time for catching up with my BUrning flame 3 OMG.

i want to watch it so badly. i just able to watch till ep 3.

Can't wait for going company teambuilding in casa rachado port dickson, next week. :D

wont be around for 3 days. Hope it will be FUN.

I'm going KL on tuesday evening, IMAGINE, i Havent even start packing! I don't even have time cos tmr i will be working fullshift. I don't even want to rmber wat i need to work tmr.

Have alot alot of workloads to be done tmr. FML. I still not packing yet!!!

After teambuilding, i'll be going down to UTAR kampar doing Education program. I'll be the speaker. Damn gan cheong. I heard they had 50 pax. Serious panic. I don't know what to say seriously. I havent even plan a planner. Hope my english wont sucks dead that day!

I seriously want an off day now so i can really REST cos I'm really exhauted!

Every week also have some business to solve. Don't really have a rest yet.

I miss sleeping for hours and watching my TVB drama for hours.

Doing quite numbers of OT this month. With the current good sales, and insufficient of manpower, all these is really KILLIN me soon.

MY BACK's is aching like shyt. Legs are paralysed. T___T.

i want watch the sandra ng's new movie. NO TIME.

ARGH. i don't want to panic about next month conditon too.

Guess will be busy also. cos Sushi King is opening in Teluk Intan on 5Sept.

I'm not talking about opening. I'm talking about it's one month before the next SUshi Bonanza.

means, have to berletih letih find ppl for working and unfinish training again.

Thinking about Sushi Bonanza now is start to make me nerves.

Above all this , I love my productive life.

Focusing into work can really get satisfaction.

If i'm giving a chance, i wish i can work as firemen too in HongKong. NO JOKE.

sigh.

2009-08-07T00:05:00.005+08:00

Out of difficulties, makes miracles.

2009-08-05T01:26:00.005+08:00

To Ms.Teh

U doesnt have to repay anything in life for my caring and concerns.

Friendships doesn't charge or expect for any return for their carings and concerns.

I hope i at least helped you in somehow with my long lectures.

I hope my life experiences sharing do gives you some tips.

U doesn't have to change for me or anyone, Just live the kayyeness inside you.

No matter how i don't like your emoness, or how many times you emo.

and how u will change or remain. or bad to worst,

I'll just always accept the Teh Kay Yen. no matter who she is. and how she will become.

And i will never judge you. at the end.

in these few days, was thinking and thinking .

what i want to be in life.

I'm quite bore of what am doing now.

Sometimes i hope for a changes. doing the same thing over and over is starting to bore me into my bones.

I hope to do something which i want to do too.

But i really know, life doesn't give me another option to select.

As time start to passes, I'm not quite amazed of what i'd done for passed 2 and half years.

and not amazed how the life had past this 2 and half years.

I will try to fix this boredom.

I need to work hard. for achiving what i aimed.

i am very sad.

2009-08-03T14:43:00.002+08:00

very very very upset.

noone actually can cheer me up in this case.

ALL messages ; gone. in my previous phone.

WTF. i never on it for a month and now when i re on it, the messages GONE.

my cute messages!!!! my bear bear messages!! my bday wishesssss.

some sweet msges. GONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

HAIH. HAIH.HAIH.

crying lor....

those cute messages. those bear bear messages.

GONE, GONE . GOOONEE.

Dear friends pls send me bear bear messages alot alot to cheer me up again :'(

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

2009-08-02T22:12:00.004+08:00

To Teh Kay Yen and Myself.

Bear in mind.

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.

idk.

2009-07-30T01:05:00.000+08:00

: /

idk.

2009-07-27T02:45:00.002+08:00

Tai Thong's durian snow skin mooncake

(大同 - 冰皮鲜榴莲)

IS OUTTTTTT!!!!!!

Thanks to Ms.Chin whom introduced this to me last year.

and hell, to all durian lovers, it's GREAT! yummmmmmx.

LALALA. and they have some new variety this year, so happy that they didn't dropped this durian flavor!

rawrr, can't wait to eat. waiting patiently for salary. slurrrrpssss.

Went east to yum cha a night. had sotongs! bbq chick! fried oyster egg! awww, heavenlicious!

accidently i saw fried chicken 'skin' in one of the stall. i'm so regret why i only buy RM2!

WTF WTF. the fried chicken skin is AWESOME. *forget about the fats and clorestrol and so on pls!*

I miss it like shyt now. AHHHHH. durian mooncake, fried chicken skin** DON TEMPT ME ANYMOREEE!

Tagged by Yama.

2009-07-23T00:04:00.003+08:00

1. Crazy stuff u did before.

Alot. haha

2. most regrettable incident.

Regret for wat. its all over.

3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you back to the past ?

high school moment.

4. What would u do if u were to die tomorrow ?

tell my friends that i love them.

5. Is there someone in your heart right now ?
I think yes.

6. Do you feel loved in this world ?

yes, i feel loved.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most ?

Money. Trust. My best friends. and my Mom.

8. What do you feel like doing right now ?

Heal the bites/affected area.

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ?

Now i think i won't.

10. List 5 things that u like in a boy.

smart, decent, self responsibility, mature, sweet.

11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?

Not serious, wild, mood swing, earn less than 2k, liar.

12. What do you think is your purpose in life?

live my life.

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?

No. LOL

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?

Maggie mee.

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
Rich.

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?

I hope i can be wiser.

17. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven?

Memories.

18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?

Lil dimples. cos its playing in yama's blog now. LOL.

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?

ask my friends.

20. Do you think this tag fun?
hmmmm.

and the lucky ones are :
those who feels bored now.

Tagged by ONG SWEE LI ! (again)

2009-07-22T00:25:00.002+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?

chin.

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?

OMG. have to go work later. hmm.

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?

lupa la.

.4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?

50-50.

5.Will you ever donate blood?

Erm. would like to. but no any moves yet.

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

yea.

.7.Do you want someone to be dead?

Not yet.

8.What does your last text message say?

where is the xxx. and eyyendsf.

9.What are u thinking right now?

work is good with so packed schedule. at least not only working. great.

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?

No.

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?

4am again.

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?

old school tee.

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
Sometimes do, sometimes not.

14.Who was the last person who text you?

Fpw.

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz.

1. kityee
2. yama
3. jillian
4. Rita
5. soongsoong
6. kayyen
7. Huisien
8. Ah wong
9. Mabel loi
10. karen kan .

15.Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
dono la. his's relation status shown it's complicated in FB. hahaha (yama)

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Female. (jillian)

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?
=.= not gonna happen la. (kityee+huisien)

18. What is no.1 studying about?
marketing those. (kityee)

19. when was the last time you chatted with them?
some just did, some long time ago. =)

20. Is no. 4 single?

i think so. =)

21. Say something about no.2
jepun + local = (yama)

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
Great . :D (yama+kayyen)

23. Describe no.9.
she loves to eat sushi. (karen)

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
hmmmmmm. let them fight first den when they letih edi they will stop gela. HAHA (Kyen+Huisien)

25. Do you like no.5?
Of course i do =) i'm her lou mou .

itimy.

2009-07-21T00:44:00.003+08:00

F called me this afternoon. surprisingly.
i sincerely keep telling F I miss you so much. and F feels the same.
I really do. wish i can hug you that time. :'(
FKM. miss you badly.
come back soon.

Two days ago my neck bite by a poisonous mosquito or insects. while i'm sleeping.
and now it left a red area. its itchy but the part is not healing just like normal mosquito bites.
its so itchy and the bite area is not healing. the skin had became red around the biting part.
i have to scratch/rub it all the time cos i just beh tahan of the itchiness. But if scratch too much i really afraid it would leave some scar. so i better control.
People would actually misunderstand it was two love bites on my neck.
=.= and some customer asking my staff why is my neck like this.
and one ask me too. SWEAT case lor!!! its not left or right on my neck wat! just middle area, right under my jaw.
RAWR. lam cheh yeh. and stupid insect or mosquito! curse 9 you!! hope u're died now!
so many area don bite must bite the neck there! the scar is so obvious now! and its so itchy!

Yesterday slept at 6am. woohoo?. darn sleepy today at working.
this week schedule darn pack. like darn packkkkk. wth.
so many jobs to do. woo hoo.

:( cannot ber chau tau foo with you is my disappointment.

:( :( :(

ABFFSC

2009-07-19T01:45:00.002+08:00

Tired. Tired.

Few days ago, since got time, went to search some homework in shop to do.
Take out some paperwork which i just learnt and work on it.
last time during schooling also never been so hardworking. HAHA.
The paperwork contained many numbers. OMG. NUMBERS. like doing maths.
Since i so poor in maths, im actly afraid i cannot cope with it. Analyze how this figure come out and searching back those formulas. Really not easy.
At last i managed to find out those figures and formula.
The feeling is.. damn great. Very satisfied with myself for this achievement. x)

Yesterday SoongSoong ask me how to open the bo zhi hei sui cap.
I really scratch my head edi. Cos i don't know how to explain it in Facebook.
Thanks to the very canggih MSN, which besides typing abc, we can actly draw.
I drew those steps on how to open the bottle to her.
Those drawing really make me LMAO. I can actly draw better in reality! HAHAHA.
Soong lui bao. (Omg, i reli can call u in many nicknames!haha) glad u like the drink.
Sorry very much, today when u come i was stuck with busy mode like as if i'm working in a Saham company. hahahaha.
Lou mou always sayang you. So don so gan cheong about those lifeless people.
Just wasting your gas.

Watching 'A great way to care' now.
the Doc. Gou Lap Yan. is very attractive in his age.
And i still dislikes Kate Tsui. But this is her best performance drama. even its still not good.
Gigi is very cute OMG OMG. way better than Kate Tsui please.

Dono wats the purpose of this post anyway. HAHA.
Main point i think i post this for Soong lui bao. :)

Next week schedule damn pack. Dono happy or not happy.
I'm waiting for Wednesday anxiously.

...
AFFSC. Miss you six very much.
Sometimes missing someone no need to tell. If they're your true friends, they can feel the same.
Our communication might getting lesser and lesser. Time for each other might be zero.
Bear in your heart, i always keep you girls in my heart. You six are the best and irreplaceable friendship in my whole life. :)

ABFFSC. see, we're destined BFF.!

Know me well.

2009-07-13T19:32:00.001+08:00

I think most of it is pretty accurate.

Geminis born June 3 are extremely intelligent, though their brilliance is likely to be analytical rather than creative in nature. They have considerable nervous energy that can manifest itself as ill temper. Although argumentative at times, they are much more likely to keep their feelings to themselves.

Gemini Information
for June 3
You should embrace: Intellect, making others happy, egoless love

You should avoid: Selfish concerns, emotional power plays, fear

Friends and Lovers

June 3 individuals do not have the usual Gemini need for making friends, although others are easily attracted to them. There is an element of egotism in these folks, yet it does not detract from their likableness. In romance, they can be demanding partners because they need constant reassurance that their mates are devoted to them.

Children and Family

June 3 people tend to come from an extreme background. Whether extreme or fortunate, they have a difficult time reconciling their adult feelings with their childhood emotions. Instead of trying to rechannel their experience when they become parents, they often back off from the challenge.

Health

These individuals have a strong constitution and amazing good health, especially in view of their tendency to overindulge. They have a great fondness for food and can eat virtually anything without ill effects. It is important that they balance their intake of sugar and starches with plenty of fresh vegetable juice and purified water.

*yes, i should take more water! haha*

Career and Finances

These individuals do best in careers requiring extreme mental discipline and study. They have tidy minds and make excellent students. They are sensitive to economic trends and have the ability to make excellent employment choices. Their financial fortunes rest upon how motivated they are to achieve all that they can. They need to be careful about investment opportunities.

Dreams and Goals

June 3 individuals wish to achieve a level of independence in their economic and personal lives. Although they work with some dedication to bring this about, they may lack the discipline to achieve their ultimate goals. They also may have set unrealistic personal goals. They can ignore their loved ones, but they may realize the value of those people only when they are no longer part of their lives.

abcd.

2009-07-13T01:03:00.006+08:00

why lor with nowadays people.

and why lor the street i'm living is so dangerous lately.
yesterday another robbing case.
which happened around at 1.30am. heard sounds of helmet knocking and screaming.
able to get news from neighbor that a few of indians trying to rob a few mens who's halfway drunk .
they came with knives. and motor.
last week, midnight when there's a day which rains so heavily like dog shit,
the shop beside my house got robbed. stole a pc and few hundred.
My mom is utterly worried over me whom always back late at nights.
She's can't sleep till i actly safely went back.
I have to just obey and go home early as possible now. Just to let her sleep.
Anyway i also afraid la about all these cases. So, trying my best to finish my work asap and go back lor.
Feeling insecure .
Great. Can watch my tvb dramas whole day tomoro. love off days. woot.

Motivation conversation;
Me : How long can i actually be patient and do i have to patient almost everyday. I have no idea how long more can i patient . I amazed with myself that I'd patient till so far.
Somebody said : you don't have to patient over something. you just have to be strong and be tough.
Me : I agreed .

2009-07-11T19:42:00.004+08:00

To : Mr Ong Vil Sern 8)

First of all, a very BIG SORRY for last minute have to cancel our eating session.
Next time okay, make you come out all the way and waited me for so long! sorry kawan!
Next time belanja you makan!
and most importantly, a VERY BIG THANK YOU. for your soya bean!
sangat sangat terharu! u cannot imagine how terharu ed am i to received your soya bean and being so concerning!
HUGS.

being unhappy today like mehh. and looking at the bottle of soya bean from vilsern can actly make me smiling back. at least i will remember i still have good friends excluded from xxx people.

Saw Soongyi is the 2nd thing which made me smile back too.
Am sorry about the golden ball :'( being so careless.

I am very bad in hiding my dissatisfy feeling.

Can i just slap mys.lf.

zzz.

2009-07-09T01:08:00.001+08:00

went kampar today.
Hmm.
thanks to SOMEONE lor, help me angkat barang today la! but still kick my legs all! feels like potong his legs out la! buang his converse away la!!

leave here blank.

2009-07-07T00:18:00.004+08:00

pyramid.

since got mood now so posting up my last month trip to kl. hmm, went kl for trainer's training in hq, dropped by earlier to visit my bestby ms chin.met her at one u. walked around and had chilis for lunch! darn great the food, specially the mash potato!
walked around in one u, never bought anything since i'm worried of myself in carrying heavy bags. walked for idk how many long hours, at last we went in gsc for 'drag me to hell'.
darn scary the beginning. i used my sweater to cover myself most the time. hahaha. same as ms chin. we was like eh, wat happen just now? talking in shaking mode.
as she said, paid to scared ourself. then, after movie at one u, went away to dono where makan dimsum.. i still prefer ipoh dimsum. LOL. the taste still like lack of sumtg compare ipoh. then we drive around the area.. went to bapuk/prostitute street.. then go to see klcc, all and all. along the way saw many pubs. many foreigner. hensem pun ada. lenglui pun ada.
then went home to sleep..

to be continue..LOL.

watched The wedding game yesterday night.
the movie was like out during cny this year. and i only able to watch it now.
LOL. anyway, great movie ler. love to see fann wong and christopher lee.
Christopher Lee is cute cute cute! gosh. his muscle body in that movie. darn hot.

060709

2009-07-06T01:34:00.006+08:00

i saw J today. a very good friend of mine now.
of all the guy friends i know, he's the top in my list of 'good guys'.
seriously, he is a really really good guy.
which never lie to me and i swear he doesn't have intentions on me all these while.
i still keeping the earrings he gave to me on my birthday 2 years ago. it's from poh kong.
the most expensive present i received so far from my friends.
but unfortunately i lost the necklace he gave me few years ago.
too bad, no sparkles between us. anyhow, i alwiz feel bad to him.
but i really treasure him as a friend now and forever. the only guy which treats me so good every year. and accept me the way i are. most important my attitude.
he did many many things which its so touching. i will never forget.

I'm actually controlling myself of saying vulgarities. Great huh, its all for someone.
Hopefully i will make it through. Just saying, not in typing.

Fake people are always fake. They are so great in acting which I am so admire them and wish to award them an Oscar/Tvb best actress/actor trophy. They can act this character in this minute and after an hour, they can change their character mode to another. and of cos, their dialog too. How amazing,

2009-07-01T23:44:00.002+08:00

Many things happened this week.. gah.

siewyee last day on 30/6. lucky she wasn't with me. if not, sure i will cry like shyt.
she's one of my hardest goodbye. sigh
a very good staff of mine met an accident and he's injured quite bad. i went to visit him on Tuesday.
i was really shocked yet i pretend very strong in front of them.
i was nearly into tears when i see him and his mom talking to me and evie. but i still control.
i feel very sad for him. he's a very good son and a good staff. why is life so unfair to him suddenly?
He's having his operation tmr. Just hope he will get well as soon as possible. Hope he will stay strong and I'm amazed that he is really strong and positive minded. Seriously pray for him. Hope he will be fine.
time flies. half year wasted. the past half year is just like a dream now when i think it back.
and how tough was i that i managed to live my shit 2009 life for half year.

hmm. still waiting.

2009-06-26T00:08:00.002+08:00

If i could turn back time,

I wont choose the time i make mistakes before.

I wont choose the time i spent with the crushes and so on.

I wont choose the time which i work so happy before.

If i could ever turn back time. Just for once.

I will choose back the time where 7 of us gather together in a hall/class laughing out so loud and so happy together.

We are all divided to every certain places and its so hard every time for seven of us gather together after since high school life.

Everyone is official apart from Ipoh after Saturday. and only left me alone here.

What hurts the most, is being so close..
and having so much to say.. and watching you one by one walk away//

some words ain't not easy to say out in reality.

But bear in your every 6 people heart, we're best friends forever. no matter how far/long we'll apart..
and it will never change for me forever. You 6 ppl are irreplaceable.

<33.

Reunion on Chinese New Year shall we?

2009-06-24T23:45:00.001+08:00

sicked. and no one care.

YAYNESS.

2009-06-14T00:50:00.001+08:00

Ms Chin, i can't wait to go KL beshopping denganmu too.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Ms Beh is going KL training on 16-19 June.
Great. :D

no Love.no Sex.But MAGIC

2009-06-13T02:17:00.004+08:00

i can do Magic too. this is not a trick okay. 8)
Don't blink you eyes.

Panic.

2009-06-11T00:00:00.004+08:00

group picture

with some children

this gal so cute. have to snap her*

fan*fan*

Spot WANG CHUEI YIN. she's my senior turning to a tadika teacher now man!!
can see the kids?? they are categorize in 5 and 6 and 7 years old.

that is the education program held by sushi king on 2June09. Education program is a day where many kids register to learn how to make sushi and so on..and we will be the one-day teacher to teach them!
the second one will be on TOMORROW which i'll be the trainer tmr. WTHHH
damn panic man.
chueiyin tell me got 4 years old kid la.. HOW LA MAN!! 5 yrs old already very hard to teachh..
now 4YEARS OLD laaaaaa.
very panic cos i don't get use in using soft tone to talk to children! ask me scold ppl can la weh.
sighhh. million of butterflies in my stomach* T__T
hope i will do well tomorow. cross finger**

drop by angelyn ho's blog just now and happen to enjoy some pictures.
CAMP. GATHERING.
sigh. making me damn miss guiding and schooling.
i shall say high school is really my best moment in my entire life. so far.
i miss miss miss my school. my unit. my coy.
going coy/unit camp. organizing. marching. banner. sketch. gathering.
enrollment. flag hoisting. pn kong and miss pushpa farewell. weekend meetings.
ghost convention. cake deco. water games. making alter fire. making gadgets.
BBQ session. mudcake session. hiking. dancing saturday night.
inspection. Night stalking. heart2heart session. CourtOf Honor. cooking competitions.
making campfire. singing guiding songs.
rmber how much we've contribute to the unit and coy. under the bright sun and heavy rains.
without doubting any sincerity. i really do miss guiding.
i wish i can turn back time and goes back to those time. once again.
even just for once, i will reli appreciate.
i feel so growing.
sigh. tears falling. when recall back those memories.
i can forget about any old memories in my mind. all of it may fade away.
But only guiding memories is staying so fresh in my mind. I will tattooed it to my heart.
Every single memories i shall won't forget.
angelyn, thanks for posting so much photos.
at the same time, hate you too for making me so jealous of your youth time. cos mine has passed. HAHA

2009-06-07T22:44:00.003+08:00

am i actually an useful person? or an useless person?
you're useful when people need help cos no ones share the bad things,
you're use-less when people doesn't need your presence cos they found another helper.
i'm trying not to be calculative person. i don't even bother do they need me.
i just need someone to be truly appreciate on what i done. and don't judge my sincerity.
I don't know what am i doing in this 6 months.
i absolute learned not much.
I don't pour my initiative? i don't know..
Did i went in to the wrong field? in the wrong time?
I felt so being neglected today. AGAIN.
Truthfully, i don't know what title am i holding?
i'm torn into half pieces. a right side and a left side.
I don't know which side do i belong.
Sometimes when people needs you, they grab you to the right side.
When people doesn't needs you, they will push u back to the left.
and at the end,you at the middle of no where.
Sometimes being forgetful is aint a bad thing.
I do forget things quite fast since after i start working in management level.
At least i'll forget why am i so angry or sad after an hour. if i din tell it to anyone.
Cos angry or sad over something is really very tiring. and suffer ourself. and very demotivating..
I seriously LOVE the present Ms. Teh Kay Yen gifted to me.
At this very moment of dono-wat-the-fark-feeling, reading your inspiration message inside.
I feel the heavy burden on my shoulder getting lesser.
As i said, the message is very motivating. As i will think God's the one who pass this me to me through Ms.TehKayYen. :) asking me to be strong!

one of the Symptoms of sickness coming:
being emo suddnly.

THANK YOU!

2009-06-03T18:28:00.004+08:00

jUz mE = ^kIty3e^: birthday Behz

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

birthday Behz

t0dAy one of mY BESTIE's birthday. HahHA. cANt celebrate with her. PoOR thing. ANyWAy HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BEH!! loLX. Anyway u come kl then i belanja u makan yah!! Makan anything You want. LOLx.. ~Cheers!~

"HapPy bIrTHDAY beHZ"

saw this at my bestbies blog! SO GAM DUNG~~ THANK YOOUUUUUUUU!!!
WO AI NI~~~~~~PENG YOU~~~~
i will find u don worryyyyyyy~ gahahahaha

*****************

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Saengil chukahamida (happy birthday) to BSY!

14? 15?
definitely not her age. She ain't that young. *laughs*
I have known this 'chingu' for almost my whole life.
since kindergarten.
Can you imagine that?
from kindergarten to primary & secondary
till now.
anyway, today is her birthday.
Although I have already done this earlier when I was in Ipoh
But I'm going to do it again...
BEH!!! LISTEN ~
Okay la ~ I mean imagine I'm singing this, k?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BSY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUU ~

Nice or not?
I know very nice. LOL.

Beh ~
Nobody knows what is going to happen tomorrow.
Just live every moment of your life
don't live looking at the past or the future
so that when you look back
you know you have not missed any precious moments of your life.

okay. I want to study already.
See how good I am? My exam is the day after tomorrow
but I still post blog JUST FOR YOU!
Gotta treat me already lor you.
I was going to upload the kindergarten photos but I don't have scanner
too bad.
If not, other people can see already ! MWAHAHAHA

thank you thank you both of you!! so touching doing this for ME~ NGO OI LEI ARR. SARANGHAEE!!

Happy birthday to Me!

2009-06-02T23:03:00.004+08:00

it's 3rd June, i'm turning 20 today.
:)
received few presiez. thanks to all the sender.
LOVE IT.

2009-06-01T00:41:00.004+08:00

gonna post my advance bday celeb pic soon, k. be patient wongkahmun.

LOL.

heard SMC won overall in SMI. great.. Congratulations.
I'm happy for them seriously.
cos i und the joy of getting the overall.

today get fucked by a lady. cibai la you. dou dou yeh.
still can say u're from food line. MEMALUKAN FOOD LINE LA YOU, tai lembu.

everythg that i do, reminds me of you. and i hate it.

fuck 2009. wipe the tears away.

2009-05-30T23:13:00.005+08:00

it's a very bad year this year. No matter how happening i light up the spirit, it still lack of sparkle.
This is not the worst year in my life, whatever bad i already gone through before.
First career , at first i can have a bright career. the path that i wished is so near. but at last, i still cannot grab it. but now i think if i really grab it that time, can i really handle it? the burden seems so heavier with the limited strength i can carry.
Second family ; the bond between us is complicating enough. Not to say we don have good communications, just that we argued alot. Sometimes i don like my dad. Overall he wasn't a good man/husband/dad. He's in the list of reasons why do i hate men. My mom work so hard for him just to go through the obstacles and yet till now he still alwiz scold my mother. Everytime he lose in gambling just will come back with the sour face. facing us. I'm already had a bad day in working, argue and scolded my small sis, still have to see the charcoal face. WTF la u had contributed to this family.
Fine, im so bad talking bad abt him. Somehow he's a sweet dad when he's normal. he bought me food most the time. and drive me to work. etc etc.
Without your wife, you're just piece of nothing now.
Sometimes i really admire my mother how she'd gone through so many obstacles until today just for this family. and she have this useless husband at her side.
And my small sis, WTF useless rubbish in this world. sometimes i reli suspect she's crazy.
Whatsoever la, as if i adore her. i think God had made a big mistakes in putting us as sibling.

I'm so worry about tomorrow's and next week's schedule and manpower. FUCKING SCHOOL HOLIDAY. with current unwanted circumstances . it's so hard to pass this week and next week. Those virus really needed to be scan and removed ASAP. Its just heartache.
Am worry whether how much can i cover. and where can i cover.

2009-05-30T00:01:00.002+08:00

2009-05-27T23:42:00.003+08:00

memories.

2009-05-26T23:47:00.003+08:00

Memories;

killin' me, softly all this while.

.................... ?

T-shirt .

ANITA ＭＵＩ梅艷芳

drowning.

Dear XXXX

i wrote this for you.

Run - Sam Tsui. New talented Guy!

MOVIESS!

iwtsysb.

STEPHEN LEE.

RUN. leona lewis.

who makes you smile?

03 JUNE.

Just For You, Wong Kah Mun ♥

..............♥.

Lately.

hei sen ar!!

please stop.

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.

GENTINGTING!!

how fragile is feelings?

Quake leaves Haitian women as prey for rapists??!!!!!!

Quake leaves Haitian women as prey for rapists

dilemmaness.

First time.

Supperr.

String Puppets.

random.

rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr .

no one would listen .

I am stupid.

stay the same?

IMMA BUSY BEE.

Facts I Think

goodbye fucking 2009

Door of happiness.

Friendship can forever ? II

I'm an Angel :)

my sixth sushi bonanza.

talk to me.talk to you

Friendship can forever ?

My wish.

ALL THE BEST!

Your Daily Horoscope: September 14, 2009

today's.

120909

Team Building is AWESOME.

love it.

sigh.

Out of difficulties, makes miracles.

i am very sad.

To Teh Kay Yen and Myself.

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.

idk.

Tagged by Yama.

Tagged by ONG SWEE LI ! (again)

itimy.

ABFFSC

Know me well.

abcd.

zzz.

leave here blank.

060709

YAYNESS.

no Love.no Sex.But MAGIC

Panic.

THANK YOU!

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

birthday Behz

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Saengil chukahamida (happy birthday) to BSY!

Happy birthday to Me!

fuck 2009. wipe the tears away.

memories.

ANITA　ＭＵＩ梅艷芳